Simple Morning

Bad things/good things

2011-03-21T19:53:00.001+03:00

I've just realized that after a very good and happy time in your life you can suddenly feel something...big...empty..upsetting. Hole inside.
And you break down in tears...

There are always bad things after good.

Hope that good things are after bad.......

Summer in 19 days

2011-01-04T00:55:00.001+03:00

I miss summer. Miami trip...Sun and an ocean..
I'll be in LA in 19 days. That's the only thing that makes me feel alive

I can't see

2010-12-02T21:37:00.000+03:00

Sometimes it is better to be blind. You can see the truth easier.

23:52

2010-11-17T23:52:00.001+03:00

Time is passing too fast

I need

2010-11-09T19:32:00.000+03:00

A lot of things happen right now. I just hope that happiness is on his way.

I've realized that I need some romance. I'll be really helpful. For everything.

Our happy end

2010-10-12T21:23:00.000+04:00

Thank you for everyday we spend together

Thank you for every support

Thank you for staying friends.

You are everything I wish for.

But everything has an end

This is our happy end

Good morning

2010-10-01T19:32:00.000+04:00

Wake and realize that it is not the end. Soooo not the end....

Light in a shadow

2010-09-14T22:23:00.001+04:00

One of my last works. This was taken by a really serious photographer. But the situation we were taking pictures at was really embarrassing. But that is not the point.

I heard a lot of inspiring words today. Thanks!

Love my university, it is so good to be home!

Like what

2010-09-11T00:00:00.002+04:00

- It must be sad to be like this, isn't it?
- It is cold to be like this.
- Like what?
- Like dead.

Wait for me. my dream

2010-09-09T21:15:00.000+04:00

I am back. That was a time when dream came true.

America. A love that word so much.

I was in Florida. Thank you God for this opportunity to feel like home even for 18 days.

Now I'm back to Russia. To cold, greed and loneliness.

I miss you, US. I miss you so much...

One day, I know, we will be forever together. One day..just have to wait.

It

2010-08-01T03:28:00.003+04:00

Smoking is the last choice now. Do it. Smoke your heart

??

2010-07-26T21:14:00.002+04:00

I wonder where the hell is fate??

My own

2010-07-15T00:51:00.000+04:00

And where are you singing my own lullaby??

You are my sweetest downfall

2010-07-09T03:03:00.003+04:00

You are my sweetest downfall

I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
And kissed me 'til the mornin' light, the mornin' light
And he kissed me 'til the mornin' light

(Regina Spector - Samson)

Labirint

2010-07-04T00:32:00.000+04:00

Totally lost and lonely, I guess...

This is the end of our big bang

2010-06-27T20:32:00.000+04:00

I've finished school. It sounds really weird...I? Have finished?? School???

Sounds unbelievable. I thought that prom night is not about me, but still. It was.

And now I should made my last step into a big life. This is the end of childhood, which actually was dead for me since the summer 2008.

For now, I have a bunch of modeling work. I had a photo walk with my darling boyfriend on Thursday, on Friday night I was presenting clothes, on Saturday I went to another town to make a serious fashion photo-shoot for an exhibition and today I had even two photo shoots! That is really exhausting cause Moscow is like an oven! Terribly hot, but still - I love it!

Today

^Friday

Fashion Live

2010-06-15T01:28:00.002+04:00

Remember I've told you about model agency? That I've been accepted?

Well, here is the video from one of my modeling works. It was a photo exhibition of famous Moscow photographer - Masha Korn. She was presenting us - her models, like we are not just a dolls from the pictures - we are real people!

That was an amazing experience!
check video here

Oh baby, it's impossible

2010-06-11T22:53:00.000+04:00

I am dreaming about such photo shoot, especially the last picture.

But I think that is impossible like everything I've planed before....

Rain have washed all my sorrows away

2010-06-06T00:04:00.007+04:00

It was raining. Well, it was a storm, to tell the truth!

People were escaping. Trying to hide under call-boxes, restaurants, roof...

And Svichy and I were laughing and taking pictures under a rain wall.

I used to be very upset. I don't know why. But rain made me smile and happier, than I could be. It was a magical time.

Will

2010-05-31T22:36:00.001+04:00

Sometimes it is hard to resist. Be stronger buddy.

Finita la tragedia

2010-05-27T19:47:00.003+04:00

This is it!

I've finished school.

I had last bell this Tuesday.

I wasn't even crying. Cause I'm not sorry for leaving that place. University waits me and that is fantastic.

But to enter it I should pass as always.

But I know I would. I will do it.

Start, finally start

2010-05-22T10:48:00.002+04:00

I've been invited to a model agency. That is something magical!

They are doing castings for Harper's Bazaar, Vogue and a other fashion magazines. I am so excited!

That never happened to me before!

Hope it won't be a problem, I still have got a lot of exams to pass.

P.s. This pics were made by my darling Svichy. Sometimes I can't believe that it is me.

Hours and hours

2010-05-11T22:10:00.004+04:00

I am walking with my boyfriend for 4 or 5 hours a day.

Oh heels.

That is really painful, bit I feel so happy. I don't know why, that fills me with so many emotions.

Stay positive, for a while.

And yeah. I've made it. I entered the best university in Russia. Thank God. But still there is some test I need to do.

Play

2010-05-08T00:07:00.001+04:00

Hide and seek

Work, baby,work

2010-05-03T01:04:00.002+04:00

In almost two weeks I'll have a very serious fashion defile-show. That will be the most important work for me right now.

I should diet myself and be absolutely ready.

Hope nothing will distract me!

Addicted

2010-04-29T22:41:00.001+04:00

I'm becoming crazy every time I see you. You can call me addicted, but that doesn't mean I can not break your nose.

Be careful with ice

Can not take it

2010-04-28T23:44:00.001+04:00

Stupid dreams, broken hearts, apart apart apart

On the other side

2010-04-28T14:33:00.000+04:00

I wonder what have happened to you, my reflection...

By the bay of wonderland

2010-04-22T12:49:00.008+04:00

I had a great photo shoots with my friends and a famous photographer from Moscow

That was awesome!

Photos by Svichy, visit her page www.svichy.deviantart.com

Photos from professional photo shoot will be later

Good, isn't it?

2010-04-12T17:19:00.003+04:00

I'm really inspired by the sun and walking with my friends

They play a great part in my life, I'm very grateful to them!

Also, money is not a big problem anymore, so I feel a bit freer. That can't but rejoice!

Maybe I can loose weight and pass all the exams which I have left.

Know a bit more

2010-04-09T23:25:00.005+04:00

I love to lie on my bathroom floor and think about random things.
My passion is blue-eyed painters with charming voice and thin legs.
I'm crazy on loosing weight, but I could never resist from a chocolate bar. I'll always be fat.
When I'm doing something I'm reaching the top in no time and after that I'm loosing my interest and passion.
I had a dream that summer. That was like a reality. But it will never come true.
I've got a singer talent but I will never sing in public. Nobody needs it
I am inclined to be enthusiastic in the beginning and absolutely uninterested in the end.

The award was given to me by loveliest Some Girl from As I wrote one Day. Thank you, I was really honored!

I gave this award to Alicia from A New York City Life, Cindy from Cindydy, Kate Vasilenkova from Sludge, Athena from Let's fly away now, Caleb Poling from Skinny Suspenders, The Divinitus from The Divinitus and to The Wild Wolves from Where the wild wolves dream.

Thank you for your support guys!

Vanish

2010-04-07T11:33:00.003+04:00

I fell like in one second I'll fly.

But this won't happened, of course.

Days are going and going, there is less time for my school exams, but I don't care. You know, that even makes me feel better.

But in school I feel so lonely. I've got a lot of great friends there, but we kind of far away from each other. Every hour there is a torture for me..

I've just realize how much money I'll spend on all my prom things and spring-summer shopping. That is a H-U-G-E amount!

I hope we will get through this.

Individuality in banality

2010-04-04T22:04:00.005+04:00

So, I've made it. I wrote my exam and now I just have to wait until the results.

The good thing - bye history! Bad - not for long

Anyway, I've just realized that I hadn't have posted my pics for a long time, so enjoy!

Decision that cure me

2010-04-02T21:28:00.004+04:00

Tomorrow I have my exam, that will decide my life.

And I will do that.

I'll win it.

That is my decision.

P.S. R.I.P. all the people that died in an accident 29.03.10 in the Moscow underground. That was really hard to believe that there was blood and dead bodies on the station I used to pass almost every day.

The rest you can live without

2010-03-27T01:22:00.008+03:00

I said "What's doing here?" He said, "It's pretty clear, but not many people can see what is plain to see. So this advice I give, for you have much to live." And just then I noticed the lamb looked like me.

Hey, return what you wanted

It's not what you need kid

The rest you can live without

(the Oceanship "The rest you can live without")

At first time I've discovered that band, I didn't feel their magic. But than I've noticed the song Go...and that was just what I really wanted to say to my ex-biyfriend after our break up. There were words - Go! Leave me alone! Let me be!

And now I'm really in love with that song I've published here. It has some magic that gives me strength for everything now.

Hope you'll love it too...

By the road...

2010-03-24T21:39:00.003+03:00

By the road, there is a trap. A trap that cause so much stress, that we even get mad. But a light gives us a way. We can reach a wind, sun, love and hope. That is called freedom.

Closet change

2010-03-21T22:42:00.003+03:00

It is spring time (ooh what a discovery!) so it feels like I need to do some changes in my wardrobe.

Maybe some lovely colors, maybe something bright or soft..

Anyway, something that looks gorgeous!

Post #100

2010-03-20T02:07:00.003+03:00

Gravitation is my reality

Grown up from that hate

2010-03-17T09:54:00.003+03:00

Yesterday I was on a fun competition of the university league. Finally, I've met my lovely people, I adore them so much! They are the best that have ever happened to me before.

But the worst thing - I'm not with them. Like a fish out of water, I'm spending my days at school.

I want to be with them so much, that sometimes I even go crazy because of it!

I want to be a student, share same interests and spare same fun time.

Thank God, that is my last year. The only thing I should do - pass my last school exams...

Which some times now, seems impossible. Can you imagine that nobody doesn't even now how to pass yet??

P.S. there are still looser days. every day is looser day

Maybe one time, maybe one day

2010-03-10T18:52:00.006+03:00

I've got a very serious exams on 3d and 10th of April.

They will decide my future.

But the only one thing I want now is to dive under a blanket and eat chocolate, reading some interesting book at the same time.

That's like a dream...

Unfortunately, I can't do that

So, Im fighting with everything around on my own....

Spring already?

2010-03-08T12:14:00.003+03:00

I was waiting for it sooo long

Finally I see sunshine on a street

Finally snow is melting and I can wear my favorite heels

And finally my soul is singing, it is waking up! Nothing can be better

I love you, spring

Getting stronger

2010-03-04T22:28:00.002+03:00

I'd love to be stronger to do that

I will be. I know

Cause it's spring

And spring is my time. I'll do that

Decision

2010-02-27T00:43:00.003+03:00

I've just realized that I look kind of boring for my age.

Always in black, like I've lost my husband or something...I'm young, why should I be so monotonous??

And another problem that I've noticed in me.

I'm too fat to wear...you know...spring things!

Think hard diet would be helpful..If I could do that.

But anyway, I feel really shitty and disappointed in myself..

Up in the air

2010-02-18T01:59:00.003+03:00

So, I'm going traveling again!

So excited! I really love going somewhere away from home, from our Russian coldness.

Hate the weather here...

Well, this time, I'm not going so far away - to my native country - Georgia for a week.

I just need to book my prom dress to a famous designer there. Like a business trip)

Anyway, I'm really glad to see my relatives and little cousins (they don't know I'm coming so that will be a great surprise!) and maybe ma lil sister will do some great pics of me as always!)

Wish me a good flight)

Very own Valentines Day

2010-02-14T20:46:00.007+03:00

Really want to share my happiness with you

People say I have ever looked so happy before. Well...they are right!

I am really happy.

Not so long ago I was staring at pics with couples and dreaming about my own...Well, I finally got it!

Thank you, darling. You are my everything

Centre of the universe lies between the clouds

2010-02-11T13:46:00.003+03:00

I've made something strange with my pics ahahha)

Just love the idea of it, I think it's fun and maybe inspiring)

Sort of inspiring...

Enjoy :D

All in one

2010-02-05T22:36:00.005+03:00

This week I'm getting tired so fast

I lost weight and have a numerous tests and works at school and uni.

And now on Tuesdays I'll be working, cause I want to save some money for new things like clothes or techniques.

Damn tired, that all is so exhausting.

A wild sheep case

2010-02-01T13:18:00.003+03:00

I think it has been a pretty long time since I wrote my last book review. Sorry for that

Todays' book is one of the most unusual and unique I've ever read. It's called "A Wild Sheep Case" by Haruki Murakami.

I've bought it quite long ago, when my ex-boyfriend recommend it and finally I start reading. It took me one week because I was a little bit busy, but still it is finished :)

Well, I've got a double feeling about that book. First one is a feeling about the style it was written. You know, it's quite simple but at the same time strange and very very charming! Author tries to make it look sad but with a little piece of hope.

Second feeling that never left me alone was that something is chasing me..No, I'm not a paranoiac, but something mysterious was connected with that book.

To understand the main character better I advise you to read "Pinball 1973". Firstly, you will think that he is sad and depressive person, but at the end of the book he is becoming absolutely different. The whole story is connected with searching one unique sheep with the star on its back. He has got one month to find it and change his life. As it turned out, that sheep was connected with his old and close friend.

First part is very intriguing, middle is kind of boring and stable, but conclusion is so unexpected that I even got upset that it all ended so fast!

All in all, if you want to read something unusual and magical I strongly recommend you Haruki Murakami. Hope you won't regret

Finally true smile

2010-01-26T10:41:00.006+03:00

(Marika Reed, photo on Sunday 24)

Sorry for not posting so long

I just had a couple of things to do, but now I'm back on duty!)

Well, I'm happy to inform you that I feel amazing!) Everything finally is so good that I can't even believe in it!

I've met an awesome guy, he is just all I needed and more. Walking with a lot of great friends and funny stories make me laugh all the time

I've got a 3 photo shoots on this week, that is so cool! I promise you photo report)

Anyway, I'm finally happy and want to thank you all for your support!=*** That is so nice of you!

Magic in the air

2010-01-20T12:16:00.008+03:00

Yesterday we went on a walk with my great friend Svichy and her sister Sabina.

It was a looot of fun! I told them all the fun things about Egypt and they told me fun things that had happened with them on their holidays.

Adore them. We know each other for 6 years and have a lot common things.

As usual, Svichy made a great photos! She is stunning photographer, I adore her! She must take it seriously as a career

I should be in Folli Follie commercials)

Sabina and me

Eat with love

2010-01-16T13:52:00.003+03:00

My daddy made a great dish today for me, I was touched

It was fantastic! I really enjoyed it

Adore man cooking something, that is adorable!

From embrace to embrace

2010-01-11T21:30:00.004+03:00

So, darlings, I'm finally back

I have SO many emotions, I just can't describe them all!

I really enjoyed my trip, that was needless.

Maybe some situations there are a light to a new part?

At least I hope so...

Photo report, as I promise:

^I've tried it too)

^My lil cousin

^I got up at 5:15 to do that photo

^The pier was 800 m

we sleep, the sun rise

Last packing

2010-01-03T12:12:00.005+03:00

I'm packing my bag..

It's so good to feel that in couple of hours I'll live cold Moscow and reach the sun.

I can't live without sun light. It helps me to breathe and smile

I hope my trip will be as good as I expect)

I really need it, or else, I won't pass my exams!

I'll miss you and will try to write a post about my adventures from there))

Love you all

Wish me a good flight

Conclusion

2009-12-31T14:47:00.004+03:00

It's 31st of December

Already? Guy, time flies

But that's not the point. The main things is that future is much more brighter that we can imagine

That year was quite....Unusual I think)) A lot of new things happened to me and I can remember more good things than bad ones. That means I had a great time)) What about you?

That year I wish you happiness, love, a lot of smile, more chocolate, true friends and relations. I hope that we will spend 2010 better that 2009))

P.S. I'm going on a trip to Egypt that Sunday. That rest I always needed.

Let's hide

2009-12-27T02:16:00.005+03:00

Let's hide and never come to light. Let's hide to be together. We will be strong and we will save each other

Let's hide from anyone who know us. Let's hide from anyone who hate us

I want to hide with you. Because that crowd keeps me crazy

We will be happy

Alone.

The catcher in the rye

2009-12-23T23:04:00.006+03:00

I've just finished amazing book by Jerom D. Salinger "The catcher in the rye" in 2 days.

It's about 3 days from 16-year-old boy life, who failed his exam and ran away from school. It's about his fantasies and thoughts, emotions and adventures before his coming back home. Charming story!

Sometimes he makes me fall in love, sometimes hate him, sometimes misunderstand, sometimes admire! It's written in a very unusual style for that kind of novel but that makes the main character look so unique and at the same time well-known

Very interesting book, I recommend everyone to have a look!

I wonder why

2009-12-20T22:46:00.004+03:00

Some atmosphere pictures

Hope you'll love them like I do)

One thing just came to my mind...Why people suddenly become someone they always hate before? Is there something spiritual or special?

Maybe you'll tell me, because honestly I'm confused...

About everything and nothing

2009-12-16T00:11:00.004+03:00

I feel that life has changed a little.

It became more brighter or something...

Anyway - it became better!

I've spend three hours dancing today and it felt absolutely amazing! I'm very happy

In school we have exam weeks. I've passed history the best from the whole school!) I wasn't even ready, it was so unexpected!

A lot of old friends remembered me (strange that all together...) and now I can't even see my page without a message! But it's nice!)

Temperature in Moscow is -19C. Sometimes I can't feel my fingers...It's very very unpleasant

But I keep smiling even it's a fake

Hope that life will become better and better every day!)

One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest

2009-12-10T23:16:00.006+03:00

Not so long ago I've had an idea-fix: read as much world classic as I can

Well...of course as much as I want)

Something serious and life-teaching

One of the most inspiring book I've read is "One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest" by Ken Kesey

This book is about a strict disciplined life in mental clinic, which was broken by a hooligan.

It's about how hopeless people with his help start to believe again.

I really think it worths to reed!

We sleep, the sun rise

2009-12-09T00:36:00.005+03:00

With every step, but the dreams are shaking

Leaves are falling to the ground

We have a sleep without any idea

Of what we have just found

Rain starts to fall around us

It starting to get cold

And I fell quietly upon us

Hope you'll stay right here

We sleep, the sun rise

(Air Castles - Quietly)

I adore this song, especially last two lines.

I wish sun was rising by the time I was sleeping.

But whole Moscow is covered with snow for two days already.

That means winter has come...

Run, Forrest, run!

2009-12-05T02:45:00.004+03:00

Have you ever got a feeling when you want to run away from it all, forget everything and just crash into the wind!?

Leave behind all the sorrows and run, run, run until breathtaking, smell the fresh air, feel how blood circulates and something new is going to begin!

Well, I feel like that now

But...I've never been a good runner..

So I can't run away far from it all..

Sad love photo set

2009-12-02T23:46:00.008+03:00

Svichy and I went to Starbucks, had some coffee and а long talk.

By the time, she made some pics.

I think these are one of my saddest pics ever.

Maybe because I had never felt so broken...

Snow time

2009-12-02T15:21:00.003+03:00

It's winter in Moscow

I hope that winter will be better that others

Cause there can't be any worse than them...

Just cute

2009-11-28T16:03:00.001+03:00

Just pics that contain nothing but mood

Just for you..)

Stuff

2009-11-28T01:55:00.002+03:00

I feel bored again

I've got so mush homework that it takes about 3 hours a day to finish it!

Well, at least I'm distracting on something

But Thursday I spend home, missing my MSU.

Insomnia drives me crazy!

Wake up, it's 2 o'clock

2009-11-27T00:21:00.001+03:00

I've had enough of getting up so late

I'm tired of my insomnia, can't get rid of it

Maybe I need a little peace of happiness and all my sorrows will go away

Where are you getting up, my happiness?

I'm going to have wedding soon)

2009-11-25T01:00:00.005+03:00

I've been on wedding of my neighbor's sister that Sunday
And my neighbor is a famous actor in Russia)

So..I've caught brides' flowers)
I'm next

Summer story

2009-11-23T13:30:00.002+03:00

Found my old pics

I wonder why I didn't like them

School has started again and I feel a bit tired

Well not a bit a lot

I need a rest. A long sleep..

Kind of Morning

2009-11-21T22:31:00.001+03:00

I wish I woke up like that every day

Step out

2009-11-18T22:03:00.002+03:00

We are all hiding our true faces under cover
Maybe it's time to show our nature?

My little wish

2009-11-18T16:41:00.000+03:00

Touching

2009-11-17T02:08:00.001+03:00

Some touching things. I feel that way, like people on that pictures..But only in imagination, not in real life unfortunately.

But I'd love to feel something more than big emptiness I feel in my heart

This Love

2009-11-14T23:19:00.005+03:00

And this love, it's better
It may take me forever
But I, I just gotta let you know, oh
And this love, it's crazy
It's the one thing that can save me
And I, I'm just trying to take it slow, oh
Cause I'm about to fall
You better look out below
(Holiday Parade - Look out below (This love) lyrics)

Dreads off!

2009-11-12T00:51:00.000+03:00

Now I'm that kind

New wants

2009-11-11T02:23:00.004+03:00

Phi Coat. If only it wasn't so cold here

Ideal for my dance! Babooshka top

Thaaaat is my real pashion! Karen Millen heels

Jimmy Choo shoe..It's such lovely color!!

Money Money Money I need you!!!
Hury up...!

Sick and tired

2009-11-09T23:19:00.003+03:00

I'm tired of letting people know that I'm not what they expect
I'm tired of letting people know that I need a rest
I'm tired of letting people know that I deserve much more
I'm tired of letting people know what lives behind my soul
...

Just a mess

2009-11-09T01:18:00.004+03:00

Simple kind of happiness
Simple kind of love

United and hip hoped

2009-11-07T22:34:00.008+03:00

I've got my day-off in uni and I went to dance again!
And evidently I've met my friends from ex-crew!! Alexa, Mike and Chan! That was so fantastic!
We've remembered old times and danced for 3 hours! Awesome!
I've never felt such love to dance. Only now I feel love, freedom and happiness!
Only that keeps me alive right now

Today I've spend only one hour but with such a cool and sweet dreadlock guy! I'll never cure thatxD
Tomorrow I'll go to his group too) looking forward to))

P.s. That's not my pictures!

Hip hop style. We dress up close to that)

Nike!♥♥♥

1:19

2009-11-06T01:19:00.004+03:00

I'm trying to help everyone who needs it
But who will help me?

Fake

2009-11-04T21:20:00.001+03:00

All the presents, all the words of love are such a fake of yours!

Mistaken on and on

2009-11-04T15:06:00.005+03:00

I've just realized how I was mistaken and at the same time right
Have you ever get such feeling?

Yesterday I've danced Ragga Jam.
It was so awesome! Dreadlock girls dance hah) I'm in love with that style!
On Saturday will be hip-hop. Waiting! It makes me so happy

That's my Ragga Jam teacher. She moves so fantastically! Great girl)

Dance again!

2009-11-02T14:11:00.004+03:00

Oh my God, I can't believe!! I'm going to dance again!!!
Hip Hop I missed you so much!

P.S. I was shocked when I saw this photo. That guy in red is my break-dance teacher b-boy Bear!! He is from Russia and teaching in my previous dance-school, which have become famous because of my crew.

Another morning

2009-10-31T22:39:00.005+03:00

Woke up in sun...
Dreaming of New York
If only my trip was confirmed!
I would be so happy

It was snowing whole day. It won't stop until March, I suppose

Snowy afternoon

2009-10-31T01:26:00.006+03:00

It's 31 of October. And whole Moscow is covered with snow...
That means that November is close..God help me...

Another stupid wish

2009-10-29T22:43:00.000+03:00

I feel so free!
I don't know why
A simple feeling like I'm flying in the sky
My soul is pure and I'm ready for new experience

Maybe for a little moment I can say that I'm happy)

Days are spent only on studying...Well, I've got a little rest next weak.
What I really want is to travel..to pack my suitcase, get on the plane (whatever I hate them or not) and land in Europe in a beautiful city like London, Prague, Berlin, Paris, Copenhagen...
Stupid dream...but I think that'll be all I need.

And great shopping of course :)

Come on!

2009-10-26T23:07:00.000+03:00

I'm thinking a lot.
Music is a good way to make your thoughts flow in one rhythm
I think about something simple, fun and romantic...
Things that can warm my heart...
I'll wait until my sun will shine.Hope not so late as year ago...

November is near.
I'll pray about help. Help me to move on in November

Confused

2009-10-25T23:36:00.000+03:00

I'm not sure
In anything
I'm not quite in anything I do, anything that is happening..
I think I'm going wrong way
Where I've made a mistake?
I'm not sure I want all the stuff I filled my head with, not items! I mean persons or goals.
Something makes me always feel nervous or uncomfortable, lonely, lost.
What do I want for sure?

Good man, bad man

2009-10-23T02:13:00.000+04:00

Is here, on that planet one man, real man, free and blue-eyed who's calm, funny, romantic, lovely and helpful??

Why all of them are such a bullys and think that everything depends on them?!

I'll find you. And won't let you go.
And all the stupid creatures will be destroyed in 2012.
I hope.
I rely on it!

22

2009-10-22T01:37:00.000+04:00

We used to be 7 months today
But I'm free

Lights of fall

2009-10-19T14:16:00.001+04:00

Had a great time yesterday with Olga
A great fun day with photosession
People said I've changed a lot
Well...you can find some advantages in break-up too! Like losing weight. So I did.

P.S. Wish me luck for my history test!

You know...

2009-10-18T01:50:00.000+04:00

You know, people don't believe me, when I say that we are on the other sides of the world.

Dedicated to you, ma love.

Wake up

2009-10-17T20:08:00.000+04:00

One day I'll understand them

Another love

2009-10-16T01:50:00.000+04:00

I think that is gorgeous!
Not simple, not "cheap-looking". Really stylish!
I want that jeans and shoes!!

Christian Louboutin shoes with J Brand jeans, Lanvin bag and a Chloé shirt.

History time

2009-10-15T13:31:00.001+04:00

Russian History...God, we are going to have test on Monday. Dates..
Hate them
And history is my main subject at MSU. Goood, sometimes it's so boring!

Rurik (862-879)
Oleg (879-912) - 911th company to Byzantium
Igor' (912-945) - 945 - war with Drevlyane
Ol'ga (945-964)
Svyatoslav (964-972)

First dates I've remembered before I fall asleep, reading history at night

Totally in love

2009-10-14T23:42:00.000+04:00

No that's not about guys. It's about shoes and bags!
I noticed that I've become just crazy about shoes! I think that has started after my Carlo Pazolini high boots.
But anyway. I'm in love.
In love with two things: Miu Miu heels and Chanel Coco Cocone bag. First ones I saw in shopping centre for rich guys ( my friend is dressing up there, if only i could afford such clothes..) and second on a web-site.
I wish I could bought them as soon as possible.
I'm simply in ♥

J'adore! Ils sont magnifique est parfe!

And yeah, as I've noticed: in England (pretty expensive country) they cost 13 000 rubles and in Russia they cost 24 000! From what asshole they get this numbers???

By one

2009-10-14T00:12:00.000+04:00

I want to breath fully and free...

Smashing Weekends

2009-10-13T21:22:00.001+04:00

Ooh my God, that weekends were SOOOOO fantastic!
There was so much fun
I really needed it, because of my last days "depression"
It's a long long time to write but I think you'll understand from photos and comments

P.S. Thank everyone for commenting last post=***

Hah, I'm a little tired)

Cats^^

Lie

2009-10-09T17:15:00.000+04:00

My smile today is the biggest lie

Fun

2009-10-08T18:34:00.000+04:00

That days are full of funny things!) Finally something interesting start to happen
I think that is because of university. The only place I feel alive
or happy...

P.S. Secret is working! fully!

Setting

2009-10-07T01:03:00.001+04:00

Fortune showed me her back
I need to be more confident and self-assured or else...I'll be just dead!
Days are going...strange. Don't understand it

Monday I got up and couldn't stop my hysteria. That was really weird! I've never been hysteric!
But it has gone, fortunately

Today was nothing interesting. I found a pair of boots and tomorrow I'm going to buy them! A little piece of happiness

Also waiting for that pretty guy from MSU^^ he is such a cute! I need to know his name!