It was...Like a Jam
You know...That kind of white stuff
Jam covered with snow...

Saturday, October 31, 2009

Another morning

Woke up in sun...
Dreaming of New York
If only my trip was confirmed!
I would be so happy

It was snowing whole day. It won't stop until March, I suppose

Snowy afternoon

It's 31 of October. And whole Moscow is covered with snow...
That means that November is close..God help me...

Thursday, October 29, 2009

Another stupid wish

I feel so free!
I don't know why
A simple feeling like I'm flying in the sky
My soul is pure and I'm ready for new experience

Maybe for a little moment I can say that I'm happy)

Days are spent only on studying...Well, I've got a little rest next weak.
What I really want is to pack my suitcase, get on the plane (whatever I hate them or not) and land in Europe in a beautiful city like London, Prague, Berlin, Paris, Copenhagen...
Stupid dream...but I think that'll be all I need.
And great shopping of course :)

Monday, October 26, 2009

Come on!

I'm thinking a lot.
Music is a good way to make your thoughts flow in one rhythm
I think about something simple, fun and romantic...
Things that can warm my heart...
I'll wait until my sun will shine.Hope not so late as year ago...

November is near.
I'll pray about help. Help me to move on in November

Sunday, October 25, 2009


I'm not sure
In anything
I'm not quite in anything I do, anything that is happening..
I think I'm going wrong way
Where I've made a mistake?
I'm not sure I want all the stuff I filled my head with, not items! I mean persons or goals.
Something makes me always feel nervous or uncomfortable, lonely, lost.
What do I want for sure?

Friday, October 23, 2009

Good man, bad man

Is here, on that planet one man, real man, free and blue-eyed who's calm, funny, romantic, lovely and helpful??

Why all of them are such a bullys and think that everything depends on them?!

I'll find you. And won't let you go.
And all the stupid creatures will be destroyed in 2012.
I hope.
I rely on it!

Thursday, October 22, 2009


We used to be 7 months today
But I'm free

Monday, October 19, 2009

Lights of fall

Had a great time yesterday with Olga
A great fun day with photosession
People said I've changed a lot can find some advantages in break-up too! Like losing weight. So I did.

P.S. Wish me luck for my history test!

Sunday, October 18, 2009

You know...

You know, people don't believe me, when I say that we are on the other sides of the world.
Dedicated to you, ma love.

Saturday, October 17, 2009

Wake up

One day I'll understand them

Friday, October 16, 2009

Another love

I think that is gorgeous!
Not simple, not "cheap-looking". Really stylish!
I want that jeans and shoes!!

Christian Louboutin shoes with J Brand jeans, Lanvin bag and a ChloƩ shirt.

Thursday, October 15, 2009

History time

Russian History...God, we are going to have test on Monday. Dates..
Hate them
And history is my main subject at MSU. Goood, sometimes it's so boring!

Rurik (862-879)
Oleg (879-912) - 911th company to Byzantium
Igor' (912-945) - 945 - war with Drevlyane
Ol'ga (945-964)
Svyatoslav (964-972)
First dates I've remembered before I fall asleep, reading history at night

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Totally in love

No that's not about guys. It's about shoes and bags!
I noticed that I've become just crazy about shoes! I think that has started after my Carlo Pazolini high boots.
But anyway. I'm in love.
In love with two things: Miu Miu heels and Chanel Coco Cocone bag. First ones I saw in shopping centre for rich guys ( my friend is dressing up there, if only i could afford such clothes..) and second on a web-site.
I wish I could bought them as soon as possible.
I'm simply in ♥

J'adore! Ils sont magnifique est parfe!

And yeah, as I've noticed: in England (pretty expensive country) they cost 13 000 rubles and in Russia they cost 24 000! From what asshole they get this numbers???

By one

I want to breath fully and free...

Tuesday, October 13, 2009

Smashing Weekends

Ooh my God, that weekends were SOOOOO fantastic!
There was so much fun
I really needed it, because of my last days "depression"
It's a long long time to write but I think you'll understand from photos and comments

P.S. Thank everyone for commenting last post=***

Hah, I'm a little tired)


Friday, October 9, 2009


My smile today is the biggest lie

Thursday, October 8, 2009


That days are full of funny things!) Finally something interesting start to happen
I think that is because of university. The only place I feel alive
or happy...

P.S. Secret is working! fully!

Wednesday, October 7, 2009


Fortune showed me her back
I need to be more confident and self-assured or else...I'll be just dead!
Days are going...strange. Don't understand it

Monday I got up and couldn't stop my hysteria. That was really weird! I've never been hysteric!
But it has gone, fortunately

Today was nothing interesting. I found a pair of boots and tomorrow I'm going to buy them! A little piece of happiness

Also waiting for that pretty guy from MSU^^ he is such a cute! I need to know his name!

Monday, October 5, 2009

4 a.m. forever

If I'm locked at home for more than 4 hours I start to searching for a things to hate

Sunday, October 4, 2009

I think, I'm starting to become uninteresting and boring

Early october

My MSU courses have just started
I'm happy. Met my old close friends, had a little talk and a lot of nice emotions.
Sometimes I think that my life would be so empty without those guys

Than yesterday I've spend whole day with my close and old friend Svichy. She is extremely beautiful and great photographer
I'm jealous of her(


GUM. One of the most expensive shopping centers in Russia

Saturday, October 3, 2009


I will take control of everything.
I promise

Friday, October 2, 2009

Empty and locked

Alone in my room..Almost everyone fall asleep in my quarter and I can't hear any noise..
Everything is so peaceful..But that's not good
I feel silence that is coming..deeper and closer it goes through my back and wants to get into my heart. I should fight, but I have no force to get it. I'm weak and destroyed from the base.
Void is my room, in my thoughts, in my heart...everywhere...I can't feel anything, only a heart beating

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