Bad things/good things

I've just realized that after a very good and happy time in your life you can suddenly feel something...big...empty..upsetting. Hole inside.
And you break down in tears...

There are always bad things after good.

Hope that good things are after bad.......

Summer in 19 days

I miss summer. Miami trip...Sun and an ocean..
I'll be in LA in 19 days. That's the only thing that makes me feel alive

I can't see

Sometimes it is better to be blind. You can see the truth easier.

23:52

Time is passing too fast

I need

A lot of things happen right now. I just hope that happiness is on his way.

I've realized that I need some romance. I'll be really helpful. For everything.

Our happy end

Thank you for everyday we spend together

Thank you for every support

Thank you for staying friends.

You are everything I wish for.

But everything has an end

This is our happy end

Like what

- It must be sad to be like this, isn't it?
- It is cold to be like this.
- Like what?
- Like dead.

Wait for me. my dream

I am back. That was a time when dream came true. 

America. A love that word so much. 

I was in Florida. Thank you God for this opportunity to feel like home even for 18 days. 

Now I'm back to Russia. To cold, greed and loneliness. 

I miss you, US. I miss you so much...

One day, I know, we will be forever together. One day..just have to wait.

It

Smoking is the last choice now. Do it. Smoke your heart

??

I wonder where the hell is fate??

My own

And where are you singing my own lullaby??

You are my sweetest downfall

You are my sweetest downfall

I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came fallin' on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and came into my bed
Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
And kissed me 'til the mornin' light, the mornin' light
And he kissed me 'til the mornin' light

(Regina Spector - Samson)

Labirint

Totally lost and lonely, I guess...

Oh baby, it's impossible

I am dreaming about such photo shoot, especially the last picture.

But I think that is impossible like everything I've planed before....

Will

Sometimes it is hard to resist. Be stronger buddy.

Play

Hide and seek

Work, baby,work

In almost two weeks I'll have a very serious fashion defile-show. That will be the most important work for me right now.

I should diet myself and be absolutely ready.

Hope nothing will distract me!

Addicted

I'm becoming crazy every time I see you. You can call me addicted, but that doesn't mean I can not break your nose.

Be careful with ice

Can not take it

Stupid dreams, broken hearts, apart apart apart

On the other side

I wonder what have happened to you, my reflection...