Oh baby, it's impossible

I am dreaming about such photo shoot, especially the last picture.

But I think that is impossible like everything I've planed before....

Will

Sometimes it is hard to resist. Be stronger buddy.

Work, baby,work

In almost two weeks I'll have a very serious fashion defile-show. That will be the most important work for me right now.

I should diet myself and be absolutely ready.

Hope nothing will distract me!

Vanish

I fell like in one second I'll fly.

But this won't happened, of course.

Days are going and going, there is less time for my school exams, but I don't care. You know, that even makes me feel better.

But in school I feel so lonely. I've got a lot of great friends there, but we kind of far away from each other. Every hour there is a torture for me..

I've just realize how much money I'll spend on all my prom things and spring-summer shopping. That is a H-U-G-E amount!

I hope we will get through this.

Decision that cure me

Tomorrow I have my exam, that will decide my life.

And I will do that.

I'll win it.

That is my decision.

P.S. R.I.P. all the people that died in an accident 29.03.10 in the Moscow underground. That was really hard to believe that there was blood and dead bodies on the station I used to pass almost every day.

Closet change

It is spring time (ooh what a discovery!) so it feels like I need to do some changes in my wardrobe.

Maybe some lovely colors, maybe something bright or soft..

Anyway, something that looks gorgeous!

Grown up from that hate

Yesterday I was on a fun competition of the university league. Finally, I've met my lovely people, I adore them so much! They are the best that have ever happened to me before.

But the worst thing - I'm not with them. Like a fish out of water, I'm spending my days at school.

I want to be with them so much, that sometimes I even go crazy because of it!

I want to be a student, share same interests and spare same fun time.

Thank God, that is my last year. The only thing I should do - pass my last school exams...

Which some times now, seems impossible. Can you imagine that nobody doesn't even now how to pass yet??

P.S. there are still looser days. every day is looser day

Maybe one time, maybe one day

I've got a very serious exams on 3d and 10th of April.

They will decide my future.

But the only one thing I want now is to dive under a blanket and eat chocolate, reading some interesting book at the same time.

That's like a dream...

Unfortunately, I can't do that

So, Im fighting with everything around on my own....

Last packing

I'm packing my bag..

It's so good to feel that in couple of hours I'll live cold Moscow and reach the sun.

I can't live without sun light. It helps me to breathe and smile

I hope my trip will be as good as I expect)

I really need it, or else, I won't pass my exams!

I'll miss you and will try to write a post about my adventures from there))

Love you all

Wish me a good flight

Conclusion

It's 31st of December

Already? Guy, time flies

But that's not the point. The main things is that future is much more brighter that we can imagine

That year was quite....Unusual I think)) A lot of new things happened to me and I can remember more good things than bad ones. That means I had a great time)) What about you?

That year I wish you happiness, love, a lot of smile, more chocolate, true friends and relations. I hope that we will spend 2010 better that 2009))

P.S. I'm going on a trip to Egypt that Sunday. That rest I always needed.

Let's hide

Let's hide and never come to light. Let's hide to be together. We will be strong and we will save each other

Let's hide from anyone who know us. Let's hide from anyone who hate us

I want to hide with you. Because that crowd keeps me crazy

We will be happy

Alone.

Run, Forrest, run!

Have you ever got a feeling when you want to run away from it all, forget everything and just crash into the wind!?

Leave behind all the sorrows and run, run, run until breathtaking, smell the fresh air, feel how blood circulates and something new is going to begin!

Well, I feel like that now

But...I've never been a good runner..

So I can't run away far from it all..

Kind of Morning

I wish I woke up like that every day

My little wish

New wants

Phi Coat. If only it wasn't so cold here

Ideal for my dance! Babooshka top

Thaaaat is my real pashion! Karen Millen heels

Jimmy Choo shoe..It's such lovely color!!



Money Money Money I need you!!!
Hury up...!

Another stupid wish

I feel so free!
I don't know why
A simple feeling like I'm flying in the sky
My soul is pure and I'm ready for new experience

Maybe for a little moment I can say that I'm happy)

Days are spent only on studying...Well, I've got a little rest next weak.
What I really want is to travel..to pack my suitcase, get on the plane (whatever I hate them or not) and land in Europe in a beautiful city like London, Prague, Berlin, Paris, Copenhagen...
Stupid dream...but I think that'll be all I need.

And great shopping of course :)

Confused

I'm not sure
In anything
I'm not quite in anything I do, anything that is happening..
I think I'm going wrong way
Where I've made a mistake?
I'm not sure I want all the stuff I filled my head with, not items! I mean persons or goals.
Something makes me always feel nervous or uncomfortable, lonely, lost.
What do I want for sure?

Wake up

One day I'll understand them

Another love

I think that is gorgeous!
Not simple, not "cheap-looking". Really stylish!
I want that jeans and shoes!!

Christian Louboutin shoes with J Brand jeans, Lanvin bag and a Chloé shirt.

Totally in love

No that's not about guys. It's about shoes and bags!
I noticed that I've become just crazy about shoes! I think that has started after my Carlo Pazolini high boots.
But anyway. I'm in love.
In love with two things: Miu Miu heels and Chanel Coco Cocone bag. First ones I saw in shopping centre for rich guys ( my friend is dressing up there, if only i could afford such clothes..) and second on a web-site.
I wish I could bought them as soon as possible.
I'm simply in ♥

J'adore! Ils sont magnifique est parfe!

And yeah, as I've noticed: in England (pretty expensive country) they cost 13 000 rubles and in Russia they cost 24 000! From what asshole they get this numbers???