Light in a shadow

One of my last works. This was taken by a really serious photographer. But the situation we were taking pictures at was really embarrassing. But that is not the point.

I heard a lot of inspiring words today. Thanks!

Love my university, it is so good to be home!

This is the end of our big bang

I've finished school. It sounds really weird...I? Have finished?? School???

Sounds unbelievable. I thought that prom night is not about me, but still. It was. 

And now I should made my last step into a big life. This is the end of childhood, which actually was dead for me since the summer 2008.

For now, I have a bunch of modeling work. I had a photo walk with my darling boyfriend on Thursday, on Friday night I was presenting clothes, on Saturday I went to another town to make a serious fashion photo-shoot for an exhibition and today I had even two photo shoots! That is really exhausting cause Moscow is like an oven! Terribly hot, but still - I love it!

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Today

^Friday

Fashion Live

Remember I've told you about model agency? That I've been accepted?

Well, here is the video from one of my modeling works. It was a photo exhibition of famous Moscow photographer - Masha Korn. She was presenting us - her models, like we are not just a dolls from the pictures - we are real people!

That was an amazing experience!
check video here

Rain have washed all my sorrows away

It was raining. Well, it was a storm, to tell the truth!

People were escaping. Trying to hide under call-boxes, restaurants, roof...

And Svichy and I were laughing and taking pictures under a rain wall.

I used to be very upset. I don't know why. But rain made me smile and happier, than I could be. It was a magical time.

Finita la tragedia

This is it!

I've finished school.

I had last bell this Tuesday.

I wasn't even crying. Cause I'm not sorry for leaving that place. University waits me and that is fantastic.

But to enter it I should pass as always.

But I know I would. I will do it.

Start, finally start

I've been invited to a model agency. That is something magical!

They are doing castings for Harper's Bazaar, Vogue and a other fashion magazines. I am so excited!

That never happened to me before!

Hope it won't be a problem, I still have got a lot of exams to pass.

P.s. This pics were made by my darling Svichy. Sometimes I can't believe that it is me.

Hours and hours

I am walking with my boyfriend for 4 or 5 hours a day.

Oh heels.

That is really painful, bit I feel so happy. I don't know why, that fills me with so many emotions.

Stay positive, for a while.

And yeah. I've made it. I entered the best university in Russia. Thank God. But still there is some test I need to do.

By the bay of wonderland

I had a great photo shoots with my friends and a famous photographer from Moscow

That was awesome!

Photos by Svichy, visit her page www.svichy.deviantart.com

Photos from professional photo shoot will be later

Know a bit more

1. I love to lie on my bathroom floor and think about random things.
2. My passion is blue-eyed painters with charming voice and thin legs.
3. I'm crazy on loosing weight, but I could never resist from a chocolate bar. I'll always be fat.
4. When I'm doing something I'm reaching the top in no time and after that I'm loosing my interest and passion.
5. I had a dream that summer. That was like a reality. But it will never come true.
6. I've got a singer talent but I will never sing in public. Nobody needs it
7. I am inclined to be enthusiastic in the beginning and absolutely uninterested in the end.

The award was given to me by loveliest Some Girl from As I wrote one Day. Thank you, I was really honored!

I gave this award to Alicia from A New York City Life, Cindy from Cindydy, Kate Vasilenkova from Sludge, Athena from Let's fly away now, Caleb Poling from Skinny Suspenders, The Divinitus from The Divinitus and to The Wild Wolves from Where the wild wolves dream.

Thank you for your support guys!

Individuality in banality

So, I've made it. I wrote my exam and now I just have to wait until the results.

The good thing - bye history! Bad - not for long

Anyway, I've just realized that I hadn't have posted my pics for a long time, so enjoy!

Maybe one time, maybe one day

I've got a very serious exams on 3d and 10th of April.

They will decide my future.

But the only one thing I want now is to dive under a blanket and eat chocolate, reading some interesting book at the same time.

That's like a dream...

Unfortunately, I can't do that

So, Im fighting with everything around on my own....

Very own Valentines Day

Really want to share my happiness with you

People say I have ever looked so happy before. Well...they are right!

I am really happy.

Not so long ago I was staring at pics with couples and dreaming about my own...Well, I finally got it!

Thank you, darling. You are my everything

Centre of the universe lies between the clouds

I've made something strange with my pics ahahha)

Just love the idea of it, I think it's fun and maybe inspiring)

Sort of inspiring...

Enjoy :D

Finally true smile

(Marika Reed, photo on Sunday 24)

Sorry for not posting so long

I just had a couple of things to do, but now I'm back on duty!)

Well, I'm happy to inform you that I feel amazing!) Everything finally is so good that I can't even believe in it!

I've met an awesome guy, he is just all I needed and more. Walking with a lot of great friends and funny stories make me laugh all the time

I've got a 3 photo shoots on this week, that is so cool! I promise you photo report)

Anyway, I'm finally happy and want to thank you all for your support!=*** That is so nice of you!

Magic in the air

Yesterday we went on a walk with my great friend Svichy and her sister Sabina.

It was a looot of fun! I told them all the fun things about Egypt and they told me fun things that had happened with them on their holidays.

Adore them. We know each other for 6 years and have a lot common things.

As usual, Svichy made a great photos! She is stunning photographer, I adore her! She must take it seriously as a career

I should be in Folli Follie commercials)

Sabina and me

From embrace to embrace

So, darlings, I'm finally back

I have SO many emotions, I just can't describe them all!

I really enjoyed my trip, that was needless.

Maybe some situations there are a light to a new part?

At least I hope so...

Photo report, as I promise:

^I've tried it too)

^My lil cousin

^I got up at 5:15 to do that photo

^The pier was 800 m

we sleep, the sun rise

Sad love photo set

Svichy and I went to Starbucks, had some coffee and а long talk.

By the time, she made some pics.

I think these are one of my saddest pics ever.

Maybe because I had never felt so broken...