Another morning

Woke up in sun...
Dreaming of New York
If only my trip was confirmed!
I would be so happy

It was snowing whole day. It won't stop until March, I suppose

Snowy afternoon

It's 31 of October. And whole Moscow is covered with snow...
That means that November is close..God help me...

Another stupid wish

I feel so free!
I don't know why
A simple feeling like I'm flying in the sky
My soul is pure and I'm ready for new experience

Maybe for a little moment I can say that I'm happy)

Days are spent only on studying...Well, I've got a little rest next weak.
What I really want is to travel..to pack my suitcase, get on the plane (whatever I hate them or not) and land in Europe in a beautiful city like London, Prague, Berlin, Paris, Copenhagen...
Stupid dream...but I think that'll be all I need.

And great shopping of course :)

Come on!

I'm thinking a lot.
Music is a good way to make your thoughts flow in one rhythm
I think about something simple, fun and romantic...
Things that can warm my heart...
I'll wait until my sun will shine.Hope not so late as year ago...



November is near.
I'll pray about help. Help me to move on in November

Confused

I'm not sure
In anything
I'm not quite in anything I do, anything that is happening..
I think I'm going wrong way
Where I've made a mistake?
I'm not sure I want all the stuff I filled my head with, not items! I mean persons or goals.
Something makes me always feel nervous or uncomfortable, lonely, lost.
What do I want for sure?

Good man, bad man

Is here, on that planet one man, real man, free and blue-eyed who's calm, funny, romantic, lovely and helpful??

Why all of them are such a bullys and think that everything depends on them?!

I'll find you. And won't let you go.
And all the stupid creatures will be destroyed in 2012.
I hope.
I rely on it!

22

We used to be 7 months today
But I'm free

Lights of fall

Had a great time yesterday with Olga
A great fun day with photosession
People said I've changed a lot
Well...you can find some advantages in break-up too! Like losing weight. So I did.




P.S. Wish me luck for my history test!

You know...

You know, people don't believe me, when I say that we are on the other sides of the world.

Dedicated to you, ma love.

Wake up

One day I'll understand them

Another love

I think that is gorgeous!
Not simple, not "cheap-looking". Really stylish!
I want that jeans and shoes!!

Christian Louboutin shoes with J Brand jeans, Lanvin bag and a Chloé shirt.

History time

Russian History...God, we are going to have test on Monday. Dates..
Hate them
And history is my main subject at MSU. Goood, sometimes it's so boring!

Rurik (862-879)
Oleg (879-912) - 911th company to Byzantium
Igor' (912-945) - 945 - war with Drevlyane
Ol'ga (945-964)
Svyatoslav (964-972)

First dates I've remembered before I fall asleep, reading history at night

Totally in love

No that's not about guys. It's about shoes and bags!
I noticed that I've become just crazy about shoes! I think that has started after my Carlo Pazolini high boots.
But anyway. I'm in love.
In love with two things: Miu Miu heels and Chanel Coco Cocone bag. First ones I saw in shopping centre for rich guys ( my friend is dressing up there, if only i could afford such clothes..) and second on a web-site.
I wish I could bought them as soon as possible.
I'm simply in ♥

J'adore! Ils sont magnifique est parfe!

And yeah, as I've noticed: in England (pretty expensive country) they cost 13 000 rubles and in Russia they cost 24 000! From what asshole they get this numbers???

By one

I want to breath fully and free...

Smashing Weekends

Ooh my God, that weekends were SOOOOO fantastic!
There was so much fun
I really needed it, because of my last days "depression"
It's a long long time to write but I think you'll understand from photos and comments


P.S. Thank everyone for commenting last post=***


Hah, I'm a little tired)





Cats^^

Lie

My smile today is the biggest lie

Fun

That days are full of funny things!) Finally something interesting start to happen
I think that is because of university. The only place I feel alive
or happy...

P.S. Secret is working! fully!

Setting

Fortune showed me her back
I need to be more confident and self-assured or else...I'll be just dead!
Days are going...strange. Don't understand it

Monday I got up and couldn't stop my hysteria. That was really weird! I've never been hysteric!
But it has gone, fortunately

Today was nothing interesting. I found a pair of boots and tomorrow I'm going to buy them! A little piece of happiness

Also waiting for that pretty guy from MSU^^ he is such a cute! I need to know his name!

4 a.m. forever

If I'm locked at home for more than 4 hours I start to searching for a things to hate

4.7.1.4.9.

I think, I'm starting to become uninteresting and boring

Early october

My MSU courses have just started
I'm happy. Met my old close friends, had a little talk and a lot of nice emotions.
Sometimes I think that my life would be so empty without those guys

Than yesterday I've spend whole day with my close and old friend Svichy. She is extremely beautiful and great photographer
I'm jealous of her(

Svichy

GUM. One of the most expensive shopping centers in Russia

Change

I will take control of everything.
I promise

Empty and locked

Alone in my room..Almost everyone fall asleep in my quarter and I can't hear any noise..
Everything is so peaceful..But that's not good
I feel silence that is coming..deeper and closer it goes through my back and wants to get into my heart. I should fight, but I have no force to get it. I'm weak and destroyed from the base.
Void is eveywhere...in my room, in my thoughts, in my heart...everywhere...I can't feel anything, only a heart beating