Know a bit more

1. I love to lie on my bathroom floor and think about random things.
2. My passion is blue-eyed painters with charming voice and thin legs.
3. I'm crazy on loosing weight, but I could never resist from a chocolate bar. I'll always be fat.
4. When I'm doing something I'm reaching the top in no time and after that I'm loosing my interest and passion.
5. I had a dream that summer. That was like a reality. But it will never come true.
6. I've got a singer talent but I will never sing in public. Nobody needs it
7. I am inclined to be enthusiastic in the beginning and absolutely uninterested in the end.

The award was given to me by loveliest Some Girl from As I wrote one Day. Thank you, I was really honored!

I gave this award to Alicia from A New York City Life, Cindy from Cindydy, Kate Vasilenkova from Sludge, Athena from Let's fly away now, Caleb Poling from Skinny Suspenders, The Divinitus from The Divinitus and to The Wild Wolves from Where the wild wolves dream.

Thank you for your support guys!

Grown up from that hate

Yesterday I was on a fun competition of the university league. Finally, I've met my lovely people, I adore them so much! They are the best that have ever happened to me before.

But the worst thing - I'm not with them. Like a fish out of water, I'm spending my days at school.

I want to be with them so much, that sometimes I even go crazy because of it!

I want to be a student, share same interests and spare same fun time.

Thank God, that is my last year. The only thing I should do - pass my last school exams...

Which some times now, seems impossible. Can you imagine that nobody doesn't even now how to pass yet??

P.S. there are still looser days. every day is looser day

Decision

I've just realized that I look kind of boring for my age.

Always in black, like I've lost my husband or something...I'm young, why should I be so monotonous??

And another problem that I've noticed in me.

I'm too fat to wear...you know...spring things!

Think hard diet would be helpful..If I could do that.

But anyway, I feel really shitty and disappointed in myself..

I wonder why

Some atmosphere pictures

Hope you'll love them like I do)

One thing just came to my mind...Why people suddenly become someone they always hate before? Is there something spiritual or special?

Maybe you'll tell me, because honestly I'm confused...

Run, Forrest, run!

Have you ever got a feeling when you want to run away from it all, forget everything and just crash into the wind!?

Leave behind all the sorrows and run, run, run until breathtaking, smell the fresh air, feel how blood circulates and something new is going to begin!

Well, I feel like that now

But...I've never been a good runner..

So I can't run away far from it all..

Wake up, it's 2 o'clock

I've had enough of getting up so late

I'm tired of my insomnia, can't get rid of it

Maybe I need a little peace of happiness and all my sorrows will go away

Where are you getting up, my happiness?

Good man, bad man

Is here, on that planet one man, real man, free and blue-eyed who's calm, funny, romantic, lovely and helpful??

Why all of them are such a bullys and think that everything depends on them?!

I'll find you. And won't let you go.
And all the stupid creatures will be destroyed in 2012.
I hope.
I rely on it!

Yammies

I've noticed that lot of young women nowadays want to loose wait and I'm not an exception. I want to loose about 5-7 kg, but it's harder than I thought. I can easily loose 2-3 kg but it's impossible not to start eating again! I've tried countless diets for about half a year but I've lost only 3 kg..Some times I feel like a big pumpkin!( But everyone around tells me that I have a great look.
Does it worth it? To refuse from that paradise pleasure in honour of hot body?

Some sort of desease

Why sometimes people can't make a complete decision ?? Is it so hard???

-Oh! I want that! Oh no, look! That is gorgeous, I want it! Stop wait..it sux! I want that!
-Let's go there. No no no, let's go there!! I know that we have almost came, but I want there! Yes, it is 20 quarters away, so what??! I WANT THERE!!

Is it so hard to choose one thing and fucking s t o p??

People please: Learn to make complete decisions